January 2011
thisworldwillbeours replied to your post: 29. A picture of yourself.
You’re beautiful. :) thank you so much, it actually means a lot. <3
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30. What changed this month and what you hope will...
this month i became unemployed for the first time in 5 years and my family started fighting over the family house because my step dad is being an asshole. thats all that really changed. next month i’m hoping some of these family issues will be sorted out and i will find myself a job. also i’m hoping to help support my mum and get her to quit smoking.
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29. A picture of yourself.
i shouldn’t really post this because its disgusting, but i’m done with caring what other people think.
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28. The month you were happiest this year and why.
well the year is still young, only just a month in i can’t really say. although i don’t usually keep track of my ‘good months’. i have a mixture of random and happy times, usually they aren’t very consecutive so i can’t really label a month as being my happiest.
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27. Talk about your siblings.
I have an older sister, a younger sister and a younger brother. my older sister is amazing, she truly is, i don’t show her how much i appreciate her though, she probably thinks i hate her but i push her away and walk all over her because i couldn’t imagine living without her and i’m scared of losing her so i feel like i need to keep that distance although i want that to change....
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26. Your religious beliefs.
i don’t believe in a religion. i find religion interesting and fascinating though. why people need to resort to these stories that are almost fairytale like to be better people. thats why i believe religion was created, to give people hope and to give them guild lines. it seems to have gone too far though with all the wars and hate. its perfectly alright if someone lives by a religion to be...
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25. 10 ways to win your heart.
i don’t really have a set list of things someone has to do to win my heart, i fall for people too easily, if they just be themselves and show me they need me they will probably win me over, just don’t fuck me around.
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24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
1. I’m sorry 2. I will love you forever 3. I’m only trying to help you 4. I only treat you like this to protect myself and i’m sorry if i hurt you 5. thank you for everything
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23. Something you will always think "what if..."...
there are a few things that come to mind, like - what if my dad was still alive? - what if my nan had never gotten cancer and i had never moved to the other side of the country? theres so much more but i don’t like to think about all the possibilities of how different my life could be. i’m just glad that what happened happened.
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22. 10 things about you people don't really...
i cannot really answer this because i do not know what other people are thinking, i believe i am very readable, theres not really much they don’t expect.
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21. Something you can't seem to get over.
the fact that at some point in time everyone who has existed will be gone and all memories and everything will just disappear. the fact that we are so insignificantly small compared to the universe and no one knows the meaning of all this or even if it is a part of something bigger.
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20. The last argument you had.
with my mother about her being irresponsible and preferring to go on speed dating websites to talk to old men than to spend time with her kids -.-
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19. Something that never fails to make you feel...
talking to my friends. i have the best friends anyone could ever ask for. they all help me in their own unique way, they brighten my life. i love you all so much.
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18. Disrespecting parents.
people who disrespect their parents make me feel uncomfortable, but everyone has their reasons. i have only recently started disrespecting my mother to an extent, i never thought it would ever come to this, i feel like an awful person but i can never get anything through to her without raising my voice and having a heated discussion about it. if she wasn’t letting the family fall apart the...
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17. Things that make you scared.
- loosing the ones i love - operations - death - the ocean - the universe
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16. 3 things you are proud of about your...
1. i can see good in everyone no matter what 2. i’m so open minded i can usually relate to nearly everyones opinions and views 3. i don’t know how to hate
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15. The best thing to happen to you this week.
my life is pretty boring, i don’t go out or do much at all. the best thing really was watching both seasons of misfits and falling in love, then being told by my older sister that she is going to by me the dvd’s :)
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14. Something disgusting you do.
haha oh god, not sure what i should share but one of my disgusting habits since i have finished school is like not showering for 2 to 3 days >.<
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13. A date you would love to go on.
i would love to just go out and have coffee or a picnic or something just really simple and lovely, just showing me that they appreciate me. nothing fancy, hardly any money spent and just a cute cuddly time. this isn’t really applying to a relationship date either, i would do this with a friend.
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12. Things you want to say to an ex.
alright so there really isn’t much to this, all past relationships have pretty much been forgiven and forgotten in the back of my head. there are no feelings anymore and it has really been that long that i really wouldn’t have anything to say to any of them.
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11. Your current relationship, if single discuss...
i am single, i do not want to be in a relationship for a very very very very very long time, maybe not even ever. i think so low of myself no one could possibly ever love me or put up with what loving me requires. i am happy being single, it does get lonely, but i like my own company. if anyone ever comes a long i’m not going to push them away but i will find it hard to trust them.
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10. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
from personal experiences in a family environment it ruins everything. but if you can do it responsibly and you’re not affecting anyone in the process, by all means, let loose and have fun, just don’t risk peoples lives or your own. stay safe :)
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9. Your last kiss.
i don’t really want to talk about my last kiss. drunken mistake :)
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8. Something you're currently worrying about.
currently i am worrying about a lot of things. - where i am going with my life - if our family will have enough money to keep our house - when my step dad will stop fucking around with this 18 year old and give us our old house back - when i will get a job - when my mum will start supporting our family instead of using all our money on drugs and alcohol
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7. Your opinion on cheating on people.
cheating is disgusting, although the only reason why people do it is because they have fallen out of love with the person they are with. so they should just end the relationship instead of taking the other committed person on a long and painful ride. theres nothing wrong with falling out of love if you end it properly, its a natural thing, just don’t fuck around with someones heart by...
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6. The person you like and why you like them.
i don’t actually ‘like’ anyone at the moment. i have been single for a very long time and i’m not particularly looking. i do have very strong feelings towards someone though, i love them to death and i just want them to be happy and the main reason why i have these feelings is because they have been there for me through so much and helped me change into the person i am.
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5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite...
i actually dislike comparing males to females and stereotyping a bunch of people together. you can’t say females are materialistic because some aren’t, you can’t say males aren’t clingy enough because some are. i just can’t answer this argh. such a hard one, i hate grouping people together. five things that irritate me however are; 1. people who judge others 2. people...
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4. What you wear to bed.
- naked
- underwear
- pj’s
it varies depending on my mood and the weather.
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3. What kind of person attracts you?
i’m usually attracted to people who are in need, i know it sounds stupid but anyone who seems to need affection and love, i will warm up to them a lot more. i don’t really look at the physical appearance side, i’m attracted to personality. i guess i like to feel wanted so if i feel they need me, i’m super attracted to them, and i will usually do anything i can to help them...
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2. How have you changed in the past two years?
in the past two years i have changed from a very ignorant and close minded person, into a person who can accept anyone for what they are. i love who i have become although i would really like to perfect myself more. i don’t really show my new self to my family, its so hard, but i’m getting there. i used to bully and judge people, i am actually so ashamed at who i used to be. i’m...
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1. Weird things you do when you're alone.
- talk to myself
- cry really really loud because i know no one is there to hear it
- leave the toilet or bathroom door open when i’m in there
- watch movies/shows with multiple sex scenes in them
